Well everyone I am proud to say that in the last 5 months i've lost close to 60 lbs and I feel better than ever. I'm still not down to where I want to be but i'm well on my way to getting there. The only thing lately that has brought me down has been my job but thats normal. I hope everyone is doing well and i would love to here from some of you. Love and Blessings Megan

When love is mean't to be how do you know. You feel the butterflies and the weak at the knees feeling but how do you know if this one is it. I wish I could tell ya how and why but i cant because im in this predictament. I feel very strongly for someone and soon he's moving back to indiana, where i live, and i'm scared and dont know what to do. I know that he feels the same way that I do and that he is over-the-moon in love with me. but what if he gets back and its not there, to break his heart would break mine. The thought of hurting another person is appalling to me and makes my own heart hurt. But in the end all I can do is wait and hope that all will work out. I pray to the gods every night that this is the one. He is such a good man and he has children that are just adorable. The idea of him having children does not dampen a thing because I have a child of my own. Please send blessings and good fortune this way if you read this I know that I should not be asking, there are much more needful causes out there then mine. but thank you. With Love and blessings to all my brothers and sisters of the craft.

Merry Meet and Merry Part

Megan

hey everyone!!

     Sorry it's been so long since I was on here. I finally got moved and have been working myself to death. But it's ok I need the money lol. Thanks to all of you that have keept me in your thoughts. I just wanted to let ya'll know that im okay and feeling better. It's just strange when you sit back and see what life has given you. The good and the bad and how they effect your life. It's been difficult here lately to make myself sit and think about it.....especially when i just want to go and kick some ass....pardon the curse. I dont harbor hostility or violence i really dont but a few choice things have happened and typing or writing whichever helps. But I love you guys but I need to get going. Love and Blessings Megan